I’m really not sure why I even have a blog anymore. I don’t really post. I hate the idea of giving up the URL, because attackofhubris.net is so awesome, and the hosting is very inexpensive. I also really like messing around with wordpress and doing my online business using all the best marketing startegies from the indexsy.com team, they have showed me the best techniques to grow my business, i have also been learning a lot more about Search Engine Optimization (SEO) which helps you attract traffic into your website, the SEO CT – Nelson Marketing has been a big part of my SEO journey.
I guess I just really have a hard time finding the motivation to write anything, especially because I suspect that my wife might be the only person who reads my blog, and I think she only does that when I tell her that I’ve posted. And really, if it’s just her, I can just talk to her about whatever is on my mind. We still do that from time to time.
Hell, as much as I think twitter is an awesome thing, I hardly ever actually keep track of what’s going on on there. It’s gotten incredibly unwieldy for me. A couple have told me that I need to start using lists, but that kind of feels like it’s defeating the purpose for me . I never use the website, all my twittering is done exclusively on my phone in an app. It’s set to update every 15 minutes or so, but I usually only check it a couple of times a day, and just click the jump to top button.
I think it all comes down to the fact that, as smart as I think I am, and as much as I think my opinion is pretty much always right, I haven’t been able to make the leap to thinking that anyone actually gives a shit what I say. Also, despite the fact that I am all over the damn internet, I’m pretty much a loner, and a solitary and private person. If it wasn’t for the fact that I somehow managed to trick a very unlucky woman into marrying me, it’s very unlikely I would have any human interaction outside of work and occasionally hanging out with my friend Tim.
Also, I’m pretty sure I have a pretty bad case of sleep apnea, because I’m always tired. Maybe I would feel more motivated about anything really if I didn’t constantly feel run down. I’m sure losing weight would help that as well, but I’m about as motivated about that as I am blogging. We are eating a lot better though, and that’s made me feel a little bit better.